So the dreams are back. The vivid ones where I recall every moment of the dream. Saturday night I had one such dream. I am in a bus next to a window seat. My good friend is next to me. The bus enters an empty parking lot. It is going pretty slow and I see my dad and mom standing there. I scream 'Appa' and he looks up to see me in the bus. I tell my friend 'See there. My dad is standing there.' She says 'yes I can see him.'
I reach out my hand through the window and he holds my hand tight. I keep saying 'appa, appa' and he walks alongside the bus holding my hand really tight. My mom has a happy face and is waving to me. The bus then is about the leave the parking lot. My dad gives me one last squeeze to my hand and lets go. I keep looking at him till the bus turns around and I don't see him anymore.
Even in that deep sleep state, I could feel the squeeze and tightness in my palm. Felt like he was right there with me. It felt good to see his face so clear in the dream. When I mentioned this to my mom, she was happy that she was next to him in the dream.
I hope he visits me often and makes his presence felt.
27.06.2023
10 months ago
He hasn't gone anywhere. He is in you. He is you.
ReplyDeleteI felt lost after that dream. Missed him a lot. Also felt good that I could feel him squeezing my hand. All mixed emotions. I now pretend he is right next to me and keep talking to him when I feel like it.
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